O'siyo I am native american and english... I have two children and three grandchildren. My warrior of thirty-five years passed away this past Feb. We miss his smile and his loving hand. I know he is with us tho...I miss looking into his eyes.
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I love to be outdoors. I enjoy mother nature and all her beauty. I enjoy horseback riding. I love the beach and the mtns. Hiking is one of my passions. Being with my family and friends is very important to me.
Today would have been my warrior 60"s birthday. I went and sat down beside his grave and sang Happy Birthday to him and told him just how much we missed him. This time last year we were planning a big party for his 60th birthday. Now I sit alone missing the touch of his hand the warmth of his body. In the past the season only changed now it's my life. Not having my warrior near my side and being able to look into his eyes, has made me feel afraid of my future. I know the creator has a plan for me and I also know my warrior is here with me in spirit. As I sat at his grave I began to talk to him about life has been without him. Tears began to round down my cheeks and I felt so alone. Tommie, I pray you knew just how much I loved you and respected your strenght. I pray you knew that you were my soulmate and I always knew that from the time I first met you. I don't remember how long I had been there before I realized there was a man standing there. He was a worker and he saw me sitting there crying and talking to myself. I was cleaning my warrrior's marker. He ask me" would you like me to clean that for you". With tears in my eyes I said " yes please". I was in a world of my own , just zoned on my warrior's grave. I still can't believe he isn't here with me. As sat there beside my warrior it was time to go.....I didn't want to leave him. I kissed his marked as I always do before I leave. I love you Tommie and always will. That day you left for heaven my heart went with you. I will make you proud of me my warrior .......being a good mother to our children, and a good grandmother to our grandchildren. Thank you Tommie for giving me the best years of my life. The creator put us together 35 years ago and we will see one another again one day. Happy Birthday my darling :o)
Hi, Diane! How are you? I would be happy to hear from you. Love & kisses, amor y besos, Liebe & Küsse, AhmeT.
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